So sitting and getting some thinking done….which is, for me, the most important part of the work….getting thoughts flowing is the painful barrier….once that’s crossed, work becomes easier and smoother….
Been thinking about other, personal things for a while too….reflecting on the time gone by…..on the people lost….and the friendships strengthened…..
Realizing how much I’ve changed…..and how important it has been to break out of the rut that I was dragging myself down into….
Time is indeed a great healer….the distant past doesn’t have the same power over you as the recent one…no matter how painful or debilitating the past may have been….
Don’t know whether that’s a good thing or bad….think somewhere along the way have just stopped questioning life’s changes….and some atom of my being has just started accepting them…..there’s no good change or bad change….change is just that….
It’s the only constant there is….and whether I fight it or not, its not going to go away....i am not living the life I had planned for myself….couldn’t be farther away from it, in fact….but it’s a good life nonetheless….and if I allow myself to love it, to look forward to the unexpected nature of whatever tomorrow brings, I may just have the time of my life…..who knows :)
Had lost this somewhere along the way…..or maybe I never had the ability to realize this till now….either way, it’s a rambling thought….as u can see! :)
So there….
No point really in this bit of update, except that have been “off’ my temperamental writing bit for a while…..and I guess any exercise is good for the writing “muscle”….
So here’s to more life, more pointless efforts, more selfish indulgences and a bit more writing :)
And as I log in to the blog, I see that the last post was during football season…..and this one is bang in the middle of the cricket one….sigh….here’s to some things that never change…..!
